Thanks to Allah
This sunday I wanto to share a little story that realized me that how Allah love us so much even sometimes we always forger Him.
He is Allah the merciful God and the most merciful.
Nowadays I worked full time from early morning until late night. Because indeed I have so many jobs. Until I have did dholim to my body by not give its right. I have forced it to work but I did not give its right. Its right to take rest. Its right to be rested. To be given nutritions and exercise.
Finally I realized it when in the sunday morning I wake up with cold dan cough. I realized that I have done something bad to my body by forcing it to work where the time will never enough to finish all of it.
Eventhough my brain respond a different thing. It is still thinking about the work.
But in that morning when I want to send an important email, suddenly the signal of my smartphone are not working. I tried to connected with wifi hotspot on the campus but it also are not working to sending email or event chatting. I moved to the mosque wifi hotspot and also failed. I borrowed my friend's modem but also could not be used.
I was angry and upset because I cannot send that important email. And also my smartphone signal was not working at all.
Outomatically all of my vitual communication can not be used. Facebook, twitter, bbm, WhatsApp etc. This smartphone was being a stupid phone. I could do nothing. I was very upset.
But then i am trying to think positively
Husnudzon to Allah. With this body condition indeed i have to fulfill my body right to take rest. I was then thinking that maybe my internet was shut down and there was no one work I can do are Allah's way in ordee to i can fulfill my body right. He with His way asked me to take rest.
There was no one work I can do. Sending an email , take an important data. Sending attachment.
Praktis memang tidak ada satupun pekerjaan yg bs saya kerjakan saat itu. Mengirim email, mengambil data penting, mengirim berkas dll. Tidak bisa. Allah meminta saya untuk beristirahat. Itulah pikiran saya saat itu. Maka seharian saya hanya terbaring ditempat tidur memenuhi hak hak tubuh saya yg selama ini saya abaikan.
Begitulah Allah sangat sayang pada hambanya. Ia matikan semua akses saya untuk bekerja agar saya bisa istirahat dengan tenang. Alhamdulilah sekarang sudah lebih baik.
Semoga Allah mengampuni saya yang telah zhalim pada diri sendiri dan memberikan kesehatan dan kelapangan waktu pada saya dan kita semua.